Mamma–as I remember her the memory

Mamma–as I remember her the memory
B.K Bhagwan, Shantivan
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“Experience’s of Dadi Shantamaniji with Mamma”

Mamma was born in a rich family of Sindhi Society at Amritsar (Punjab). Her name was Radha and she was very sweet in nature since childhood. She had a good habit to do something new in her every work. She used to like to play & sing. Mamma’s most favourite song was:
Twinkle Twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are
At above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Mamma had the hobby of doing something new that can attract everyone. Her life-style was different from others in speaking, walking, & in eating so that people were attracted towards her. She liked to live close with friends.
Her father got loss in business and some time latter her father expired. Her mother fell into deep sorrow. As she started to forget her sorrow, She started to go to “Om Mandali”, a satsang conducted by Baba. Once her mother went to “Om Mandali” along with Mamma. At a first glance when Mamma got vision (drishti) of Baba, she felt a feeling of her own real father from Brahma Baba. Then Mamma (Radha) started to go in satsang regularly. One day Baba asked her whether she wanted to marry with Pitamberdhari Shree Krishna or with pant-suited kaliyugi person. Baba further said to reply in 24 hours. Radha (Mamma) could not sleep wholenight. As she went in satsang next morning, she replied Baba that she wanted to marry with Shree Krishna, as she liked to lead pure life. After listening the answer, Baba kept the Kalash of knowledge on her head and told her that she is not an ordinary soul then. Baba further told that she is Jagadamba (Mother of the Universe), and have to do benevolence to souls of the whole Universe. From then she became Mamma of everyone. Mamma’s mother too used to call her as Mamma. Baba also usually called her Mamma.
Once someone did a mistake. Then Baba asked at night in (Kacheri) tribune, who’d done that. No one did rise hand. At last moment Mamma rose her hand up and said if anyone of her child had done any mistake then she was sorry for that, as she was mother of all. So she was always first in making effort (pursharth). After hearing her answer, Baba really felt that Mamma is a real mother of all. Mamma always used to pay attention on her effort. Mamma often used to say, “whatever I do, will be followed by everyone.” Whatever mistake Mamma did once, she never repeated it in her life. Everyone had feeling from Mamma that she had come as an ‘Angel’ from beyond the sky to upgrade or elevate us. Mamma never disturbed others, but loved everyone but everyone used to feel lightness after telling their problems to Mamma.
Mamma liked loneliness. Mamma used to awake 2 am in Amritwela to give vibrations of peace and powers to all the souls of the universe. She always used to spend her multi time in ‘yagya service’ and ‘palna of all’. Mamma never wasted any second in useless chit with useless thought so Mamma could adorn got highest stage after being perfect in a short time and a little age. Mamma became to worship as a Durga Maa, Laxmi, Jagdamba, Sheetla Devi etc. Let us promise together that we never repeat any mistake and we would never do any wrong work so that every one would follow us. And after practicing these points we can also get perfect stage like Mamma. Mamma always used to say that we should see ourselves but not others. And with this highest stage of pursharth our sweet mother Mamma became full & perfect and she went in Baba’s Lap to give peace, love, purity to Souls of universe and to do unlimited service of the people in the world. After hearing jewels of knowledge Mamma used to sing song and her sweet words used to absorb every one’s sorrow.

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